First order of buisness, Happy Birthday to my sweet daughter! She really is sweet. We have not counted the numbers yet but I think we will donate over $1,000 to the Ronald McDonald House in Spokane.
Secondly, I have felt guilty blogging the last number of days because if the woman who was missing and now found dead. I not only feel guilty for what happened but feel guilty for being so emotional about the situation. It’s not like I know her or SUAR,like I’m being dramatic. But it just makes me sick. Of course we think, “it could have been me or my cousin or friend.” I know terrible things happen, but Jesus Christ for something so thought out, malicious and terrifying is disgusting. Yes there is more good in the world but I don’t really know if it equals out the bad. I’m angry, I’m sad, I’m guilt ridden, and paranoid. Not a good way to live when blessed with life.
SUAR is one of the first blogs I started reading about 2 years(?) ago so maybe that’s why I’m thinking about this more. I don’t know. It really doesn’t matter. Please know I sent all my good thoughts Eastward and will continue to do so. Those families will never be the same. I’m so so very sorry.